My first love and kiss

Ok, let me get the simple stuff out of the way. My first kiss was Jeremy Monica, 5th grade, behind his place on Pearl St. I was so nervous that someone would catch us and call my dad. Thanks for the memory Jermy (germy).
My first "love" of a lifetime was my son Louis! But I don't think thats what the question is asking and honestly the answer is complicated. I would have to say that I thought my first love was my ex-husband. I was young when we met (15) he was 13. We reconnect when I was 19 and he was 17. We got married in a year. I thought he was the one. Of course I did, or why else would I have married him right? Just months after being married the psycological abuse began, followed by physical abuse, adultery, and increasing lying, betrayal, and abuse. Then an older lady in her 70's told me, "Sweetheart, that's not love"
So that brings me to my first true love. The man I hope loves me for the rest of my days, TJ. He is kind, patient, he seldom boasts, he keeps no record of wrongs...you see where I am going with this. My first true love, the love that is descided in the bible, is my TJ.
Love you boo! ❤